A little update :)

Hey guys its Eleanora and I haven't post lately, i'm sincerely sorry but I've been going trough a lot and guess what ? I'm here today to share it with you guys :3

So what happened is that Dani went to see the school councillor to talk to her about my issues, they called my parents and i was really anxious about their reaction.

So somehow my mom doesn't know anything about self-harm, and seh was really worried. The first night she didn't slept, she cried. She wouldn't let me lock myself to take a shower, and at first she didn't want to leave my room when I had to sleep.

I asked her if she was disappointed and she answered "We are like turtles, we have a shell. But sometimes the shell breaks, and some people find it easy to hide more than others".

Update soon guys,
Love ♥
Eleanora :3

Dani Rambles: I'm stressing OUT

Heya guys,

Dani here.

Well, I haven't really been posting on here in a while, and neither has Eleanora, but we've both been busy. I'll leave Eleanora to explain her own situation - it's her story to tell, not mine.

As for me, well, I'm pleased to say my depression seems to be getting better.
But my anxiety is getting worse. :(

I'm stressing out about every little thing and I can't prioritise at all. Homework is taking over my life and so are tests.

I have arrangements about doing tests differently with my head of year, but that doesn't solve everything. Homework is still a huge issue for me.

In fact, right now I'm on the verge of tears because I have coursework due tomorrow and I'm too stressed to redraft my essay.

I don't know what to do.

If you have any tips on anti-stress, please comment! <3

Oh yeah, and also, I tried to take some antianxiety tablets that my psychiatrist prescribed but they just made me a zombie - I nearly died at least 5 times in 2 days because of them.

So yeah that's it from me for now I guess...

-Dani

Hate - A video

Hiya guys,

Please watch this video for me?

Thank you in advance <3

-Dani

Dani Rambles: Triggered

Hiya guys :/

So if you read the title, you'll probably realise what this post is going to be about.

Self-harm triggers.

If you're easily triggered, please, please,  please don't read this. In the least, don't act on any triggers. 

So I made the mistake of reading something triggering about cutting which had the warning above. For the millionth time.

Can I not?

You know how, when you're depressed or self-harm, you feel drawn to reading stories or poems or looking at pictures or watching videos which relate to those topics? Exactly. It's so hard to block them out.

But it's even harder to block out the thoughts that come with it after you read/looked/watched whatever said item. It's really difficult.

So please, please avoid triggers.

And also, if you did not avoid the trigger, don't get mad at yourself for it.

It's natural to be drawn to those things when you feel that way. Don't hate yourself or beat yourself up over it.

-Dani

Bryan&I

                                            Bryan&I

                                 Or "How a teenage love story can ruin someone"

Hey guys, its Eleanora ♥ 
So let me explain the situation :
My boyfriend (we will call him Bryan, for some privacy reasons) and I have been dating for almost a year now. We had a really great relationship, a lot of communication,respect and mostly,love. But the thing is, since we came back from summer holidays, Bryan has changed. I don't recognise him anymore, and he is making me suffer emotionally a lot these days.No one understands (except Dani ♥  ) and they all tell me that I should blame everything on myself or that they can't see the problem.
I will post an article about my relationship and advices as much as I can (more than once a week I guess).